July 19, 2010 14

two if by she

By Andrea in a life unexamined, a slice, photography, travel

There are moments that do not look like they should feel.

There are moments that your heart will alter; you will remember the feeling of a warm hand on your hip and the taste of salt, not the sunburn blaring from the photo. Your heart will see the photo and forget the million bugs and the lost sunglasses, the paper cuts from folding maps, and only remember the taste of lemonade.

There are moments that do not feel like they look.

There are moments that your memory will alter, blow it out with light or saturate the colors. You will be thinner, you will smile, you will be more tanned. The grass will be greener, the sky bluer. You will remember it with a haze, with sunspots. You will get everything in the frame, in one beautiful shot.

This little series is an attempt to combine what I’ve been seeing, and what I’ve been feeling. My sister gifted me with a found double package of long expired yet perfect polaroid film that produces photos so much closer to what my heart sees than my eyes. Yet my eye is still concerned that my heart is missing something, and I nervously take another with the digital.

These are photos where I get to reconcile the two; where I can put lighthouses where my memory will feel them, where I can feel his hand on my back even if I can’t quite see it. Memories I can feel with my eyes, and pictures I can see with my heart. xo

14 Responses to “two if by she”

  1. Angie says:

    Ohhh WOW! Loved, loved this blog, so brilliant, the images so perfect, so honest!

  2. Kyla Roma says:

    This is so incredibly beautiful, I can’t wait to head to your flickr and pour over them : )

  3. Mailis says:

    Just stopping to declare my love for the way your mind works.

    Absolutely beautiful post/photographs/sentiments. I needed this today.

  4. Leanne says:

    These are amazing! I miss you, and your creative mind, so much!

  5. Elly says:

    Oh! These are gorgeous. They kind of remind me a bit of Ben Heine’s Pencil vs Camera shots (http://www.flickr.com/photos/benheine/sets/72157623723956821/) :)

  6. Alana says:

    Beautiful, beautiful!

  7. Carlynn says:

    OMFG (and let the record state that I have never written this before) This is so incredibly beautiful; I want to do it. I wish my brain was more functional right now so I could respond more eloquently, but that about sums it up. I love you. xo

  8. Johanna says:

    Beautiful post, Miss. You’re so right about the way we perceive things this way.

  9. fanny says:

    this is the most gorgeous thing I’ve seen and read. x

  10. Moorea Seal says:

    love. love love love these.

  11. Carlynn says:

    Just to clarify I meant ‘do it’ like actually making love to this post. Offer’s still on the table.

  12. krista says:

    this should be a book.
    i’m just sayin.

  13. tschitschi says:

    these are lovely!

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